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I had a good, much-needed sleep last night… well, I think I did. On waking up at about 06:50hrs, the TV was on, out of view from the bed, but still on? On Top of the covers on the bed, a page from the reminder notepad, with a few scribble lines of script, unreadable, ending with a large exclamation mark!
The nocturnal catheter bag had to be dragged from underneath the bed. As it appeared in view, it had pulled my cap with it? On this first activity, the pain, I think, from the ingrowing toenail on the right foot, was terrible! And it stayed this way all day, very tender, making hobbling around so painful. Misery-making. I was sick of stubbing my ingrown toenail.

Got up gingerly; the need for the Porcelain Throne arrived. I was not going to wait; I was sure I felt a gurgling in my innards. Not unusual after eating Bombay potatoes as I did last night. Painfully limped to the wet-room, and as my bottom connected with the plastic seat, the rush of the evacuation spurted out, then stopped. As an experienced practitioner of evacuating quirks, I remained seated, and sure enough, a minute later, the hard stuff arrived. Phoo! Messy, gooey, yet surprisingly, it hurt a little. What can I do? I love Bombay potatoes. Hahaha!

Carer E arrived. Medications were issued. The phone went, and Carer E answered it. It was from the Asda driver. Saying the intercom is not working,g that Carer E had just used? E went down to admit him. Came back later, onto the balcony, to see the driver at the wrong prison wing… erm… block of flats.

Thank heavens, yet again, Carer E was here; he called the driver back on my mobile and got him to the right place. The Carer bagged and brought the food into the kitchen for me to sort. He had to leave because his time was up, and he rushed off before I had a chance to thank him for his help. He’ll be back later.

I took snaps of the food; many items were unavailable, and all the cobs felt a little unfresh. But considering the day it was, I’m not complaining.
No caramelised onion chutney, Sweet pickle, Cashew nuts, Sliced bread, or beetroot, not that I’ll starve at all.
Lemon cakes, cheesy bread rolls, and various cooked meats. A pork pie, three lemon curd yoghourts.
Chilled coffee for the nurses & delivery people. I did get some more Leicester Red grated cheese, because the last packet, bought only last week, had green moss growing on the cheese.
The freezer surprisingly had a little space left for more food, despite my putting in the frozen roast potatoes, which promptly split open the bag and scattered all over the floor. Ejaz cleaned it up later for me; he’s a good lad. He found some potatoes that had hidden themselves between a cabinet and the old cooker. Four baguettes went in as well, along with some iced Asda ice-cream cornets. Oh, I think I’ll have one now. I forgot about them in the fridge.

I dangerously half-filled a bowl with water and Dettol, got it safely into the room and soaked my feet. A bit of pain and farcicalness drying the feet and ankles with the long picker-upper, using kitchen towels. And I got to the painfully slow with the bowl and emptied it down the sink.

Got the computer on to make memory reminders in MS Notes, ready to be transferred to WordPress later.

Then began to get the photos onto CorelDraw.

Mizra did the medication call.

I got onto updating the lost and restarted word-listings. Sp slow, I may not live long enough to make up for the ones the ether ate.

Jenny’s hubby, Frank, called in to tell me about the plans for the Christmas Day Meal they are giving me tomorrow. Lovely gesture!

Ejaz’s welcome Wednesday extended visit. Gawd, he got a lot done. Made phone calls, checked and cleared all the texts on the mobile. Took the laundry down. Cleared most of the unwanted things that were cluttering the wet room, and somehow got them into the junk room. I helped a tiny bit. But I stubbed the ingrowing toenail four times, and it was agony. We think that the nails were cut too short and are growing through the flesh again. Walking is so painful without me stumbling into things. Tsk!
Ejaz went down and got the washing into the dryer. Mopped the kitchen and did a good job of it. Bless him.
Retrieved the washing and hung it up between us. Off Ejaz trotted, a job well done.

Carer D arrived in high spirits. Too early for him to issue any medications, 4 hours needed.
Then I took a snap of the night through the kitchen window. Is it getting darker earlier?

Then I realised I had not finished yesterday’s blog, let alone started today’s. Humph!

Ejaz, Mizra, Ejaz, Ejaz, then a call from Dilan. Too early for him to issue any medications, 4 hours needed.

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I hope to get this updated in the morning, and not forget the 1600-hour meal being cooked and delivered to me. That is wonderful, someone caring enough when Jenny & Frank are suffering themselves. 💗

Cael diwrnod da!
Приятен ден – Priyaten den!
Legyen szép napod!
Ha en god dag!
¡Que tenga un buen día!
Haben Sie einen guten Tag!
aitamanaa lak yawm jayid!
Гарного дня – Harnoho dnya
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06:30hrs: Hello. I rose from the bed and tidied it up, a rarity indeed. Haha! I went off to the wetroom and evacuated a messy Trotsky Terence dollop of sticky mush. It took me many times longer to clean up after the visit.

Carer Ejaz arrived as I was putting the kettle on and, once again, did a good job. NHS prescription medications were issued. Peptac given.  Body check; creaming where needed. Then Porpain-Gelled . I’d be lost if Ejaz & Mizra stopped coming, treasures.

My beloved Nurse arrived to check on my wounds… No! Wound, she’s sorted the right leg’s outburst last week for me.
Just the left arm, treated. Cleaned up and replaced the plaster with a smaller one. Healing nicely. She noticed the Catheter bag looked a little weatherworn, with no fitting date written on it. I felt embarrassed, as she mentioned this last week and reminded me to ask a Carer to do it. But, (I tried to blame him, and she laughed), let me down.
The Nurse then changed and dated the new form for me. 

I did a bit of work on CorelDraw. I’m trying to put together three photographs, to the left, middle and right, that I took last night from the kitchen window, and link them together.
I was mildly pleased with this one.

I had a few-minute-long seizure, and did the usual exhaling to clear the acrid taste that comes up like reflux after having one. But the disorientation, dizziness, and confusion that usually fade after a couple of minutes just didn’t. I could not, nor did I want to do anything. I got into bed. I nodded off a few times, waking with a jump each time. I considered pressing the alert-panic button. But, I gave it a little longer… when I drifted off and stayed asleep for what I think felt like a good while. Waking up, the dizziness had vamoosed. Concentration was affected, but that is almost usual nowadays. I got this snap in the morning to add to this blog. Neighbour Walter called in, thought I was just having a kip, and took the shot, sending it to me via email. Hahaha!

Feeling steadier now, my balance was not outstanding, but it wasn’t before the seizure, so no complaints there. I went to invest in a mug of tea and noticed the Bombay Potatoes sachets. I decided a small but tasty meal that was sharp & tasty, might do me good, bring me back, so to speak.
So I prepared it with a load of extra potatoes added.
I mixed it all up and placed it in a microwaveable dish, all ready to go in the oven. Took two bread rolls out of the freezer to thaw out and got Kodak Tim 2 from the front room, to take some pictures from the kitchenette window. Blimey, it was dark out there. But the steadiness of my grip was still affected as I tried four times to take shots of the view. The first two, I was far too shaky.
The penultimate one was a smidge of an improvement, and the final one was not too bad.

I set about microwaving the potatoes.
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I loosened up with ten minutes of shadow boxing, 200 press-ups, and 100 toe touches. Then onto 50x100kg snatches, 120x25kg bicep curls, 150 squats, 120x40kg bench presses, 100x55kg deadlifts, 100x22kg bicep curls each arm, 100x80kg Clean & Jerks, and 80x55kg lunges. Then ran down and back up the 24 flights of stairs in the complex. I skipped the medicine ball exercises cause I’ve got a verruca. Hehehe!
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07:00hrs: Up, unsteady, indeed wobbly. Washing the pots from last night.

Carer Ejaz arrived. He did a good job of sorting me out, bless him. Medications, body check: lower back was Phorpain-gelled. I remembered to give him the new Warfarin dosages sheet.

Finished the pots and brewed. Decent snap of the flat’s front car park area.
What’s that I see?
Three Free Spaces?
Ah, Christmas shopping?
An acute shortage of Christmas lights on show this morning. There’ll be a reason for this, oh, yes. But I’ve no idea what it is.

Then got the computer on and faced the challenge of keeping concentration (awful yesterday and this morning). Hope the vision stays as it is and doesn’t get worse, like it has been doing the more tired I get.

Started to update the Sunday blog. Struggled with it, and kept wandering off what I was doing and getting lost mentally. I hope the neurosurgeon is going to see me soon, so I can explain things to him… well, problems to him. Like losing all the photos the other day, but two were there, but what happened to the other twelve remains another mystery from Woodthorpe Court, with the hobgoblins, spectres, gnomai, phantasms, ghosts, grotesque succubae, extraterrestrials, ectoplasms, & spirits. Receptive Aphasia Phyllis, Paroxysmal dyskinesia, Episodic ataxia, Ménière’s disease, Dark, Deep, Dank Depressing Darius, Peripheral Neuropathy Pete, Nicodemus Neurotransmitters Dying, Glaucoma Gladys, Stuttering Stephany, Lymphorrhoea Leslie, Dark, Dank, Depression Darius, or the Fata Morgana, hobgoblins, spectres, gnomai, phantasms, grotesque succubae, Sandra’s Seizures, and Whoopsiedangleplops, that have been sent to taunt, irritate and terminate my already limited saneness of mind. Just thought I’d mention it.

Due to and Connie, the blogging went so slowly today. And of course,  and were in support, to ensure a most uncomfortable, aggravating, endless series of cock-ups and mistakes costing me so much time. Huh!

Checked the potatoes in the crock-pot. Made a brew of tea. I plan to have Bombay Potatoes with added spuds cooked separately today. But the best-laid plans of mice and men this time didn’t work out. Nice and firm when I put them in the slow cooker, the skins had burst open – not an easy thing to do in a crock-pot on a low heat. But I did it. Tsk!

Then the NHS outside-hired Carer came to take the Warfarin INR blood. Good job. 

I’m so tired, the vision dimming and blurring, I was still having a feast of fun, frantically pain-giving, fully supported by , who had decided to give me a change tonight, and is coming on for short violent bursts of activity, leaving me in peace, then back again to the point where I got all-annoyed like never before. I kept having words with Shirl. It made no difference.

Carer Mizra made the evening call. Phorpaining, evening medications and again I forgot to ask him to change the catheter bag, a week overdue now. 

The Doctor (from the surgery) phoned to ask if a Carer was here. I said he would be in about 15 minutes. The lady said she would ring back.

Ejaz arrived, medications sorted. But could not wait for the callback; otherwise, he would be in trouble with his boss for taking too long on the call.
The receptionist rang back on my mobile, but I couldn’t make out a word she was saying. The lady rang back on the landline. It was the new Warfarin dosages.

I recorded them on the pad, hoping I would remember to tell the morning Carer.

I badly needed a shower, but realised I also forgot to ask Ejaz to take off my socks. So, once again, I’ll have to make do with a stand-up-scrub, teggies, and a shave. And get the medicationalisings done wherever I can get at them. The new razors were 4-blade ones. I  thought there would, or might be less chance of getting any cuts with the gaps being narrower. Turned out that I was wrong.

Lots to do on the blog. WordPress Reader, comments… and it’s 18:40hrs already. Depressed now! The next call could be at 20:00hrs.
The blog, comments and WP reader into the early hours of the morning. Then making a meal… Nothing ever goes right for me. Even more depressed now! Better get off to the Porcelain Throne.
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07:00hrs: I forced myself to evacuate the bed. Parting was such sweet sorrow.
And an Accifauxpas as well!
I knocked all the pairs of sorted socks off the rack as I felt my way around in the dark. About 15 pairs fell and got mixed up. I worked through them, unmixing them. Huh! I turned on the light and started sorting them back into pairs. In doing so, I felt the catheter’s weight and realised I had not detached the night bag. Further realisations followed… I’d not put the night bag on. The pouch emptied very phooy and was a deep, unhealthy-looking colour. Tsk! Emptied the bag and carried on with the sock sorting.

The need-entry call came from the intercom panel. It was Carer Ejaz arriving. He got the medications sorted, checked the urine colour, and collated the bags for the waste chute. Then, as I did my back no good with stupidly bending to retrieve the fallen socks from the floor. Ejaz Phorpain-Gelled my hurting lower back, checked and barrier-creamed my acned areas. 

I took some snaps from the balcony, then the kitchen. Very foggy, and it got worse as the day went on. Not that it bothered me, all snug in my prison cell… Flat!
In the end, the car park area, the fog was seeping into the balcony between the window frames, and the wooden floor panels were soaked through.
In this shot, through a window, the mist seemed to roll, yet there was no wind. Reminded me of the old black-and-white films.

Got the computer on, and CorelDraw to put last night’s and this morning’s photos on. Had to postpone this to go to the . What a great evacuation! The easiest one for many a month! No squirties, not too solid, flowed… wait for this, it’s true… Painlessly! No bleeding either.

Back to the computer, and got as far as getting the snaps into the file; and a series, maybe 5-6 min-seizures, that were so fast and tiny of seizures hit me. Coming out of the last one, I could not do anything but sit and wait for the after-effects to clear. At first, I dared not even stand, sure I would fall or topple from the seat. Never had such a violent recovery before. It took me ages to feel confident enough to get up and wander around, using both sticks.
By the time I got along the mini hallway to the door, my balance had improved, even the dizziness. The only thing I was concerned about had nothing to do with seizures; it was my vision. Floaters galore in the cataracted, blurred left eye. And that feeling like you’ve got grit in your eye, causing much blinking. I made a note to be careful. When I returned to the computer, I was so happy with the recovery that I was singing to myself. Not that it matters in the slightest, but I was singing ‘The Young Ones’ song by Cliff Richard. 1961, I think. The Shadows, who did background music, were fantastic. However, at this point, Cataract Katie made doing anything on the computer such hard work; so I assume there will be many mistakes in this  blog that took 22 hours to complete.
It almost hurts sometimes when zooming in on anything. I couldn’t even see the cursor sometimes when typing in Word, CorelDraw, or WordPress. I continued, but as I mentioned, it was hard work. But in the morning, after clearing the brain to get this updated, things did improve. It’s the end of the day when gets worse.

10:00hrs, I went to get some spuds cooking and make a brew of tea… a comical side to this, although it wasn’t all that funny. I boiled the water, and teabagged a mug. Filled a mug with boiling water and left the teabag to brew. Tittivated the oven a little, dropped the scourer, got the picker-upperer to retrieve it, lost my grip on the picker-upperer, tried to catch it, and hit my hand on the counter, and the knife shot up in the air and down on the floor. I then went into the wetroom to get the small picker-upperer that I keep in there to help get the protection pants on, and picked up the scourer and the long picker-upperer. Taking the short one back to the wet room for later use. Back to the kitchenette, and realised I’d filled the other mug with boiling water, and put the teabag into that too! So, I washed the mugs and started brewing again. Third time getting it right. A drop of milk in after it had brewed, and feeling rather contented at my not getting all uptight about things, I picked up the mug of tea…  and lost my grip. This most annoyed and a slightly more violent reaction to this Accifauxpa! Self-lambasting, etc., Huh!

The intercom sounded, but stopped before I could get there. I waited a few minutes, but they did not try again. Then, I realised they (Amazon) might have left the parcel down in the foyer. So I hobbled out of the flat to the lift; neither was coming up, so it looked more likely that the Amazon driver had phoned; it would have been dropped down there in the foyer.
Sure enough, I found two parcels on the table. One for me with the torch, and one for number 53, I gathered them both and dropped 53’s at her flat. No response to knocking, so I left it near, but not in front of, the door for her. I like to be a help when possible.
Back in the lift and pressed the floor 12 button. The lift stopped, and I got off – but it was on the ground floor! How was that? What did I do wrong? Ah, well, back in the lift and up to my floor, back in the door, with my stability poor. Oh, that rhymed. Hahaha!
Opened the box and hand-cranked the torch, and got an intense beam. The crank felt stable, but with no sunshine around, I don’t think the mini solar panel will charge the torch up at all. Then, I left the torch on the kitchen window to see if the solar panel on it worked. I think not today (@ fog) with the fog seemingly getting thicker out there.

Back on the blog to work out where I was up to, and what I was possibly doing before the delivery was made. It took me a while.

Carer Mizra called. He gelled my lower back, and gave me some painkillers, and Peptac, took of the socks and foamed legs, and put fresh socks on me.

I blogged for a couple of hours, not very productively. Then off to make another brew. It seemed to me that the fog was finally getting a little lighter.

 Made a brew, belatedly changed the calendar clock. I started the Ode-writing. This was, for some reason, actually hard work, which is a rarity. I imagine the reason is that it’s getting blurrier again, it’s later, and I’m getting tired. 

Ejaz teatime call. Medications, and a short, quick natter. He seemed tired himself. His cough is still with him, as well. 

I could not manage any more time on blogging; my eyes were so much worse.

I started prepping the meal, taking two shots of the view from the kitchen windows. I put them on, out of order. I’m very good at doing this. The bottom one was the first taken, which came out a little like crazy art. Is that the word? The top one was much improved.

I got the nosh finished and served up. A very nice one.
Tomatoes, potatoes, some tasty, but sticky, Danish Blue cheese, and pieces of pork pie. Delightful caramelised red onion pickle, all went down well!

Back to my usual cock-ups with the late evening photograph taking of the dark night. 
I’d set Kodak Tim 2 to Night-Landscape and did my best to keep the camera steady as I snapped away, hoping for decent photos.
I don’t think I succeeded.

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07:00hrs: I was woken and cheered up when my Carer, Ejaz, arrived. I’m well back in my state of depression, and still feeling irritable. I did not get up. Ejaz saw how I felt, as I must have appeared to him. He gave the medications as I forced myself out of bed. At least I stayed up… but for an unnice reason. I had to go to the wet room, so I did. Constipation Conrad was in charge this time. Made a change. Washed my hands and gingerly returned to the front room. Ejaz went to remove Four-Wheeled-Walker-Wally and called out, “Oh… Gerry!” In a voice told me of,
“Another Whoopsiedangleplop!”
The bathroom was again flooded!
Ejaz quickly sorted the flood for me, but he had to go; his 15 minutes with me were up. Thanks again to Ejaz for rescuing me!
Not that I can remember it, but I climbed into the hospital bed and fell into a blissful, deep sleep Zzz! It must have happened, ’cause I woke up when Carer Ejaz called, and for the life of me, I felt so sure I was certain it was morning. (Drugs wearing off?)
Weary, still feeling tired, and an irritability like never before at being woken up.

I started the blog work. For about three hours, thinking it was morning again, I thought I was doing well. Got some potatoes in the crock-pot. Back to the blog.

Rang Sister Jane & Hubby Pete, to see how they were going. Her sore throat was getting better. I learnt no more, as someone called on her while she was speaking.
I’ll try to remember to ring her back later.

I sat down in the £300 second-hand shop, bought in 1966. moth-eaten, bedraggled, grotty, cringingly-beige-coloured, much-dilapidated, crumb-containing from my nocturnal nibblings, bug-ridden, itch-inspiring, not working recliner.
Waking up five hours later!

The day was done, and night had fallen.
Things had changed a lot in the room. I had moved from the recliner onto the bed.
What’s been going on? How, when did, what did I do?
I found these two evening shots on the SD card of Kodak Tim 2’s SD card in the morning. Confusion reigned. Where are all the photos I took during the day?
For sure, Carer Ejaz had been. I found that he had written down the urine grade and time on the notepad near the computer. I knew he had issued the medications, and not long ago, either, I could taste the distinct flavour of the Peptac in my throat.
I couldn’t have been asleep for five hours then?
Confounded and bemused, I went into the kitchen to find I’d had a meal; the cutlery, plate, and tray were in the sink, soaking, and the water felt tepid.
A visit from ?
Belatedly back on the computer @ could I remember where I was? No!
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Neurology meeting looked forward to. Must find out if they received the video we sent, that Carer Nimra took of me in a seizure or not.

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Hope that you can all enjoy a Christmas break,
Dang, to the diet, eat some cake…
Turkey, Chicken, vegetarian or steak,
But try to get in a little break,
Although the state of Earth is bleak,
Humankind’s resistance to sin is so weak,
To counter war, we can only speak…
Pray to a God or someone mystique,
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I was up all day yesterday and all night last night!
I put this down to whatever it was they injected and gave me to drink at the hospital. Whatever they were, I liked ’em! Now if only High-Mood-Horis can join me, I’ll be okey-dokey! Hahaha! I’ll probably suddenly sink and fall asleep soon. I got a lot done in catching up on the blogs for once. I loved it.
I was washing the pots when Carer Ejaz arrived – at last the medication looked right. More than I have been given over the Last few mornings. Great! He did the first full-body check since his previous visit. Told Ejaz about the hospital hiccup yesterday. He listens and remembers to remind me about things, bless him.
Then I was off to the Porcelain Throne… Oh, dearie me… # I did it again! I didn’t make it in time. I’ve had worse scenarios than this one, but not for a while. The cleaning and freshening up took me ages. And yet, as these Throne failures usually have me cursing, self-lambasting, and feeling sorry for myself all at once, this morning I felt only a few mild curses, a flutter of frustration, and a little guilt! The floor, pants, furniture, and my legs were all affected by the sudden, early burst out, spraying all over.
It took a snap from the kitchen window.
I still think whatever they did in the QMC has calmed me down considerably. I wish I could find out what they were and buy some for myself. I imagine they had a stronger effect on me than cannibals would.
Ah, no, that should have been cannabis, I think.
Then found these on the right on Kodak Tim 2’s card. That may have been from another day, maybe? Or have I already put them on another blog? Or did I take them later tonight and forget I’d done so?

I turned on the news and the computer to finish the last of Thursday’s blog.
Birmingham rubbish collections still suffer from their problems.
I haven’t posted it yet, but I thought I’d get this started now, just in case I forget anything. (As if I would…Hehehe!) Then I got back on the computer.

My favourite nurse called to check on my arm and leg. The leg is fine, no need for any patches, and the arm is itching, so I knew it was improving. She put an unmedicated plaster on, cause there were a few congealed bits that, if I caught, might bother. 💖

caught me out. I looked at the Ocado order, thinking it was due at the usual time of 8>9. But after a little worrying, this being 09:35hrs, I realised the order was for 20:00> 21:00hrs. But I still took this all calmly. How have I been going without sleep for so long without feeling tired? (What the heck did they give me yesterday [thankfully]. I want some more… I’ll be having withdrawal symptoms when they wear off.) I anticipate a lowering of resistance and falling asleep when the effects wear off!
Back to posting the blog.

Carer Ejaz looked after me today with three calls. Always gives me confidence when he visits.

The nail-cutting gal arrived. Took the payment from my coat pocket as I asked the gal to. As she was about to put the leg strappings and undersocks back on my feet, she realised that the left leg strappings had wee-wee on them, and the slipper as well. Christ-In-Heaven-Help-Me, I’d somehow failed to close the release valve when I emptied it. I was self-angry, but still not as much as I would have been if I’d not been given whatever it was at the hospital… but the calmness was fading, and fast. I knew I was on my way back to getting annoyed with all the things going wrong again. (And progressively did!) A damned shame! Turned off the computer.

I made an earlier-than-usual meal of sorts. Ready-made roast potato skins with cheese, adding a dollop of Leicester cheese on top of each potato. Ate it, and was overcome with instant tiredness.

The Ocado delivery arrived. I sorted out the comestibles, which took me a surprisingly long time. Not that it mattered. I’m so far behind. I don’t think it will save me any time not doing it. Is that right? The selection of foods gathered for a fashion parade photo. Smoked streaky bacon. No-butter butter. A Pork Farms Pork Pie. The Apache potatoes. And a pineapple-flavoured soda water (one of 12 purchased)

Another farce! I got a text from someone with no information about what it was, other than “MMS”. A link, which I cannot use on my prehistoric mobile phone for old folk. Wonder what it was?

I took the growths off of some red spuds I had, and got them in the oven to cook slowly. This makes the skins/jackets of red potatoes seem thicker, and when I dollop on the gorgeous-tasting no-butter butter when serving up, it does not run away; the skins contain it and thus taste extra special. The blue Stilton cheese, although like many things has lost much of its taste, was compensated for with the addition of some mushroom ketchup with a drop of good-quality light soy sauce. These two ingredients go very well together and add flavour to Irish and/or vegetable Stews, even soups.
(No charge for these culinary tips, by the way… Hehehe).

A photograph found on the old SD card. I used this once in the last few days. Sorry if I’ve already used it. Looks like the sun is shining toward the end of the car park.

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Horis returned towards the end of the day, just as the effects of whatever drugs I’d had were sadly wearing off. One high was replaced with another, but a guiltier one that brings him on his visits, with the uncomfortable-making .

Keep well, Take care & TTFN.

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WELL, I’VE COCKED-UP AGAIN
The Blog, I mean. I spent ages getting a new template and trying to reduce the space between lines, not paragraphs.
Finally achieving this by such a long-winded route. Instead of writing in the notepad, I filled in events in MS Word. Got mixed up with notepad and erased the entire kit and kaboodle, done!
I’ll do my best, but things don’t look good for having time to write a blog on Wednesday. I’ll try to find time for an Ode, if you don’t mind.

Balcony & kitchen windows.

I AM A FOOL!

TFN, Sorry.

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Woke at 06:50hrs. Fought a battle with my reluctance and unwillingness to get up. Won it at 07:00hrs, and removed the catheter night bag. Balance exercises, and into the kitchen to take a snap of the view on offer. It looked a little dank in the kitchen on this snap.
It seemed a smidge depressing outside, too. The intercom buzzed, and I let in my Carer, Ejaz. Who arrived, gave me my medications, and emptied the nocturnal catheter bag… I heard him calling me, and hobbling to the wet room…
ARRGH! FLOODS in the wetroom. Thank heavens it was Ejaz who came; he turned on the shower, and the drain cleared the deep water. A right mess. I pressed the alert button, and Ejaz went into the room and took over the call; I was already panicking. They do not handle floods; we have to ring 0115 2222. So, Ejaz did. They were not open. We tried, but there was no answer on the General Inquiries number. Tried the Repairs number: 0115 9555. AI message: We are open between 8:30hrs and 17:00hrs.
I got the computer on and around 09:30hrs, I rang the Repairs number, but stopped, it may be better to ring ILC (Independent Living Coordinator).
Oberstgrüppenführeress, Warden and Primo Ballerina, Deana first. On answerphone.
Updated some numbers in MS Word.
Tried the 5555 number and got AI. Pressed this for, that for, and 3 for, but couldn’t tell which was which. Then I rang the 2222 number. And got AI, with press this fir, and that for, and 3 for, but could not hear which was for which. I gave up and tried ringing Warden Deana again. Got through. Busy but will pop up to take a look.
Got the floor mats out and covered them with towels to help them dry. Went back and mopped up some water; it seems to be coming from the drain hole.
Wardens Deana & Julie arrived to investigate the leak problem. They will call the Maintenance for me and let me know the result. The dressing dropped off the arm wound, and I replaced it with a Heath Robison affair.
Which fell off ten minutes later. Determined to get it covered, I tried again. Wound cover, with tape at the top and bottom of the patch.
On the computer. For 14 minutes, the dressing dropped off again. This time I was getting short of plasters, gauze and tape. So, I used several small plasters to put on top… We’ll see how that goes.
Made a brew, and back on the computer. I’m so far behind now, I feel self-annoyed…. if that’s the correct terminology?
Carer called, and I told him the tale of the flood. Painkillers, nobody checks for yet another day. I’m hoping to get a shower and shave, which would wash off the creams, lotions, and foams. But only if the flooding doesn’t start again. If that starts, I’ll be in danger of slipping and taking a tumble. I bade my bad English understanding, but okay, Carer, a good day.

Back to updating yesterday’s blog – at long last, and it is already nearly 13:0hrs. Getting today started is questionable. However! I believe that waking up to the floods, then the arm wound kerfuffle getting it redressed, then so soon the leak was fixed, then I managed to get a dressing to stay on the arm; Small gains to some, a miracle to me. Thus, I am now even further behind than ever, but am singing away and seeing the funny side of everything… Why? High-Mood-Horis has been activated! Fanbloodytastic!

No info about the leak has arrived, 6 hours later. But I keep checking to see if it has started again. I’ll do it now… all clear, looking okay.

Back to the blogging. Got yesterdays done and sent… talking about scent, I will be so glad to get a wash & shave, it’s been that long I might not be able to find the wetroom. Hehehe! Phew, or rather phoo!

I’ve lost the EE word list I had been working on & off! AGAIN! High-Mood-Horis hastily departed, and Dark, Dank Depressing Darius returned, and I was a completely different character from the last few hours. Now, I swear I’m thinking of other failures as I search the computer for the missing file. I’d probably miss it with this nasty habit of wanting to find something else to blame myself for, taking priority in my changed state of mind. Getting help with this is a no-go. As with the other things, the plumbers haven’t checked yet. My left eye is making things hard on the computer. I’m sinking here. (16:15hrs). That’ll help the coroner work out the timeline. Should I do what I momentarily thought of while writing this?
I perhaps had a mini-seizure just now. The acid reflux I just smelt and tasted is an indication. No memory, of course, but I see that I conveniently wrote the time on this blog. It is now, as I sit here waiting for the after effects to die down, 16:50hrs. A Carer might be calling soon; I don’t want to be out of sync when they do.
I’m not going to move until I am sure the balance is okay. It should only take a few minutes max. I’m waffling again. And at the same time, I was talking to myself, non-stop. Didn’t like the answers I got.

The dressing fell of the arm again. I’ll leave it off now, it looks like it’s getting a lot better. I’d put some peas in the slow cooker many hours ago, and after tasting some, I got the potatoes in the oven, and went to close the computer; I might as well, not getting much done.

Back to save the stuff on the computer for closing down, and the mobile flashed once and beeped once. A text had arrived. It was from the NCC Maintenance department. It left me semi-confused; it said the electrician I had requested will be calling this evening, between 18:30 & 22:30hrs. This will be classed as an emergency repair. Baffled, I wondered why they had called an electrician and not a plumber. I assumed this was an error, and any minute now a plumber would arrive.
I smelt the aroma of the singed to death potatoes I’d left cooking. Threw them away, and made a substitute meal with some of the remaining roast potatoes in the freezer, peas and three Silesian sausages… not hostages, just in case Starmer is reading this blog – Hahaha!). There were not many left, and even fewer after I’d picked out the bad ones from the Asda bag. I removed the black-spotted spuds and binned them. 

I’m certain this time that I had a seizure, and damned lucky over it too! I came round with the usual acidity on its way up into my mouth and nose, and realised I was bent forward, with a terrible back-ache and on the very edge of the chair. I don’t know why I hadn’t fallen off of it! 
But, give me time!

A last effort with the now-working-again Kodak Tim 2.
I vaguely recall a few moments of, erm, er… reflection… no. Remeniscing? No. I feel like a fool again here. When I started this passage, I knew how I felt: I was moved by something this view inspired. I’ve been looking at the photo, hoping to recall, but no. This has happened, or things like it, on and off all day, very self-anger-making. Spit!… and SPIT again! Haha!

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PEACE PLEASE… PEACE!
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Hard to believe, I know. But I rose at about 07:00hrs, and had no accifauxpas, tumbles, bleeds, or tumbles. Even the morning dizzies and loss of balance, Brenda, were far milder than those of the last. 👌🏻
Within minutes, the intercom sounded as I snapped a photo of the unchanged yet calendar clock. It was Carer Ejaz.
He issued the medications, hoovered up the carpet and picked up some dropped overnight items. He checked the medication drawer while I took the first shot of the late-morning view from the kitchen. After Ejaz departed, I noticed the sun breaking through behind the two buildings.
So I took two more photos to see the difference within a few minutes.
I got on the computer to do the Ode, and got carried away, yet again, with the word-list recovery… then, the computer froze on me. 
Should I risk unplugging everything and try starting again, or give it a while to see if it starts on its own? I can’t honestly say if I did or didn’t shut it down or wait… sounds complicated, doesn’t it, well, to me. I’ll tell yers why… I went into another seizure (I’ve been having a few more this last week), and I think it was a long one. Cause when I came out of it, firstly, the acid reflux was very mild; as the longer ones seem to be. Secondly, as my grip on reality – well, as much as I’ll ever get, returned, I realised the computer was working again! It took me a while to absorb what had taken place, but I do think I’d moved some graphics around on the page… But there’s no certainty in my state of mental health.
(Sympathy-Seeking again? Hahaha! 
I went to the kitchen for a safety check and spotted a rainbow. Not a string one, but beautiful all the same, and I  took a snap of part of it. Then noticed how much higher the rainbow went, and I could not get all of it by a long way into the frame. I turned the Kodak to take a portrait instead of a landscape, hoping for a sharper result.
It wasn’t as good as I wanted. A gentle rainbow is what I called it.

I found another Furry for the day. I may have used it earlier, but I don’t think I did.
What an absolutely fascinating expression on Silver’s face! The cool, laid-back casuak lolling. The warning from the eyes… posing with an almost threatening look at the camera operator, Tim, but no fear shown. Bootifull!

Oh, I missed this snap of sky that I took earlier, glad I realised I’d missed it, cause I think this one was one of my better efforts. Well, not really, just that the sky cloud colouring was so different and almost artistic. Still see some sun over the horison, and the various shades it casts actually took me back to my early 20s. And a buxon lass, name of Mavis, a bit of a brilliant artist; water painting was her forte; amongst other activities we shared. She had thick thighs, a willingness and liking for… But never mind that, my mind strayed offline then at the thought of her. I’d love to tell you more, but it might depress me, at the fact that she is now only a much-missed memory. Hehe! 

Derious moment here for a few seconds. I’d not made many memory notes on the pad, spending too much time trying to catch up. But when I consulted them, it was impossible to read them with both eyes, obviously with the left cataracted eye, but even when I blocked the left eye, I had trouble seeing with the so-called right eye. Did you follow that? I didn’t. 

I put the potatoes and peas in the oven and took two snaps of the evening view to the right, then to the left of the kitchenette window.
They came out surprisingly decent for me, and I think I went into a relatively superior .
Hehehe!

I baked some mini-potatoes and added cheese on top of each half of a spud. On the tray, I added some vinegar and fried onions. With three tasty Solowka bestsilesia sausages. Plus a pot of lemon meringue dessert.
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I sense that tomorrow will start off badly,
Much self-flagellating, from gaiety to negativity,
Not that I’ve got insight or sapiency,
But I know it’s true, believe me…
It’s Monday night, as I write this, you see?
And still in need of logicality & sentiency!
And I write Odes, anacoluthically,
I must face reality even if hypothetically!

TTFN Each I Fank You!
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It is now Sunday night.
Today’s events did me no good, and I’ve been drifting off from anything I started. Often, I don’t get back to finish them. So much happened today. If you don’t mind, I’ll just mention the important stuff and anything prompted by the photos taken. Sunday was worse for the mind-wandering; I thought today was bad enough. I’ll try to get it done & posted before midnight. If I don’t leave reality again. I hope to get it done, then decide whether I have time to start on Sunday’s blank blog. Ho, better get some sleep, this is getting ridiculous. Tsk!
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Morning snap – I got up late, and this is the major Whoopsie of the day coming up… 
I’d been asleep when the Carer rang the intercom. I admitted him on the panel, and went to get the kettle on. I was a smidge off balance and confused with waking and getting u[ far yoo soon, before getting my balance. But thought I’d cope, I’ve had it worse than this… The next thing I remember…
Carer Ejaz was lugging me into the front room and the aged, grotty-looking, c1966 made, charity-shop-bought, horribly beige-coloured, £300, Harold’s Haemorrhoid-testing, non-operational, acne-giving, virus-breeding, rickety, easy-to-fall-out-of recliner. A mild taste of the acrid stink coming up into my mouth was not at first realised, and I wondered what the heck had happened. Ejaz explained it to me graphically. Then wrote some notes for me to use, realising I may not recall what he’s told me. Ejaz was standing behind me as I went to put the used teabags in the waste bin on the door handle. He saw me going down and fitting my head on the door. Said I just went down rather slowly, and he, like a shot, got me into the other room and the recliner.
He’s Saved The Day Again! 
I’d be lost without Ejaz, no doubt.
But the rest of the day was iffy, I think. Good job, I took a few snaps, even if only from the windows.

Balcony in the drizzle & mist

Not sure why I took this one of the open fridge?

Wandered off the blog and onto the word listing again!

My Glaucoma-affected eye started doing some visual gynastics, and I could not use the computer, RV or read for two hours or so. During this period, I tried to make a mug of tea… Yes, I dropped the just-filled mug on me and the floor. I’ll beg whoever calls next to help me clean it up. I forgot, and the stains are still there in the kitchen now (Sunday night). Humph! 
Then I went to the Porcelain Throne and walloped my shoulder on the wdgw of the door. I’ll try to explain quickly what my vision was like in the bad eye.
It was mostly the same of before, but then I started getting ghostly, big floaters, joined by the regular black, spidery ones, with moments of no vision at all. I had a couple of times when everything seemed to have a runny custard going or coming down. I’m so glad I’ve got a lift to the EENT appointment on Thursday. This is due to Carer Ejaz again, and they have reduced his calls dramatically during the week. Spit!

4-Plumbers arrived to search for the cause of the leak that was flooding the flats below. I was not up to much yet after the near tumble-seizure. I left them looking at the kitchen, the airing cupboard and the wet room. A bit of banging and drilling was heard, and I thought this did not bode well. Eventually they showed up in the room, told me I had the all-clear, and shot off. Or was this yesterday? Anyway, I went into the bathroom and…
All my things on the sink had been either knocked off or moved…
I found some of the items on the floor at the side and back of the WC. No way could I risk bending down again, so I left them there. Then I realised I had been bending when I collapsed, putting the teabags in the bin bag. Not sure what that indicates.

The peas had been in the slow cooker for about eight hours now, on the lowest setting. I heated some faggots up in onion gravy and added the peas.
A crusty baguette… Let the feast begin!

Number Two Whoopsie, in order of severity
I got the night catheter on and was planning on getting in bed… but a summoning from the innards indicated I’d be best getting to the Porcelain Throne with a degree of urgency… the innards were right!
I didn’t get there in time!
But the good news is that Trotsky Terence was less acute than usual, thus the mess was far less messy!
Unfortunately, as I bent down to retrieve the escaped-of-its-own-accord little semi-soft torpedo, my spectacles dropped of my head, and I got the dizzies,  and sat down on the seat hastily… I felt and heard the glasses and frame cracking as I trod on them!

Not a good day.
Then again, when are they?

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