
I considered this morning, it was time I abstained…
From life, hard enough, is making me addlebrained,
I grow more physically & mentally, totally drained,
With so many problems that can’t be solved,
Old ones, new ones get me so aggravated,
Computer mysteries, CorelDraw, nothing gets alleviated,
Blue screen, my hard drive memory terminated…
Imminent failure, it can’t be ameliorated,
Think my bank account might be being pilfered,
Plans, hopes abandoned and or distorted,
Is my sanity being manipulated…
I am so very depressed and frustrated…
Promised help is never allocated,
I’ve never been so beleaguered!
I’ve never been so bumfuzzled, flustered,
I’m full of anguish, melancholy and misery,
Pathetically self-pitying, life now has me shtupped,
I used to be a social dizzard…
It’s been donkeys years since I last Kvelled,
I think it must have been while being lactated,
My brain was sharp and uninhabited,
Now I find it’s got dementia, & been watered,
At the clinic on the 22nd, I might get Trephinated,
I always seem worried, fretting or wherreted,
Whatever my fate, it’ll just have to be accepted.
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Into the valley of life, the idiot limped.
Google changed things and confused me.
Grammarly stopped working.
Turned everything off and restarted.
Then tried again…
Two hours of further failures.
Then the
It was a District Nurse to examine the leather-skinned leg and ankle skins.
Asking if the Carer can take them off every morning, when you need to have a shower or wash your feet in a bowl. He can put them back on at his next call. My first thought was that with winter coming, I’m going to have a few cold periods without socks or straps on. She left a guidebook on how to put the ankle and straps on and take them off.
All fitted.
Ejaz spent too much time trying to sort out a lift for the Neurology visit for me. Bless him.
It took us hours, and we got refused in the end.
Then he tried the Doctors to find out about the flu and COVID-19 vaccinations, t see if they were still coming to me for it. They aren’t!
After all his efforts, we still can’t sort it out.
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Going to sort something to eat now.
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TTFNski!
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Even if you accept fate, Gerry, you can still do your best to improve things. Those care instructions are strategic. I sure hope things get better for you. 💖🙏
I’m losing heart, mate. The struggle never ends, wearing me down, gets harder. But, can try, Tim. Cheers. 🤎🙏🏻.
Cheers! 🌞😎🙏
I guess that’s another side to this, worry shouldn’t be swept under the carpet, but when one has social contact it helps alleviate some of it. Accept but not surrender ❤️
That’s very true, Paul. This morning, I was so down, things got on top of me. I’ve lifted a little however. Thanks. 👍🏻
Well hells bells my darling that really bites! It’s so infuriating how hard it is to get help. I do have an idea. With all thst is going on you should get admitted and wait for all the tests and procedures to be done on site! You are having enough symptoms to get admitted! Are you up for that?
Thanks, HRH Petal-Dove.
The hospital are like mad-houses. A bed is scarcer than a Panda. 🐼
If I could afford it, going private would help, but it would bankrupt me too.
Currently waiting for transport to hospital, gal.
Bless you! XXX💟