Inchy Today: Monday 31st March – Nurses Visit Cancelled

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I selected my lifelong axioms,
Since which there’s been ablations,
The occasional abstentions…
Some short-lived additions,
After some cerebrations…
Many more reconfigurations,
Now not looking like my intentions,
More like pseudo-inventions,
This gave me mental-contusions,
To mingle in with my confusions,
Did I opt for these delusions?
A list of unwanted dissentions,
Life should come with enchiridions,
With specific instructions!
Beware of HMG’s cacodemons…
Politicians who talk in idioms,
Caution with HMG’s maelstroms,
Dating ovolactovegetarians,
Eating together? Prognostications!
Put oligarchs on your pogroms,
Learn from quinquagenarians,
Fear the con artists’ clarions,
Dementia attacks parts of the cerebrum.
Check for correct reflections,
Fear not Government defections,
They think they’re all phenoms,
Anticipate political desertions,
Believe not their tergiversations,
Recreancies, disloyalties, deceptions,
Their deceit, lies & fabrications,
Codology, slyness & defraudations
This is the same for all Nations!
To survive, you’ll need patience…
Sufferance, fortitude, & resolution,
Armageddon, there’s no solution!
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I spent the night more awake than sleeping, which is not different from the last few nights, following the massive 5 hours of sleep I got four nights ago.
The mini-seizures returned this afternoon. I wonder where they disappeared to so suddenly?
The feeling of fatigue is still with me. I have kept feeling I need to sit, rest, and sleep all the time recently.
Sometimes, I can nod off quickly, but within a couple of minutes, I’m shooting awake again without any tangible. A bit like when nothing had changed from when was with me. No questioning the facts. That was winning the mood stakes again this Monday. What things will be like tomorrow worries me. I’ve got to get up early to do the ablutions, or maybe do them tonight when I should be catching up on my sleep. Might be best for me to leave the nocturnal pouch on until it is near the time for the lift, and make a list of things needed to take with me. I dread having to go all through the process of booking appointments at the Audio Clinic, and then getting the lift sorted for when I’ll have to go back to pick-up to the clinic to pick up the refurbished or new hearing aids weeks later.

Thank heavens that Carer Joe sorted them out for me this time. I’ve got on the list; Cash to pay for the lifts, Reading glasses, crossword book and pen, Bank Card, and remember to take the non-working hearing aids with me with the others when I leave the flat. Oh, ‘eck! I just remembered. I’ve got a food order coming in the morning, too. Well before the lift is due, but I might have to do the ablutions and medications very early in the morning or tonight.
I’m sure I’ve missed something on the list.

I know the chances must be zero, but I’d love to see the lady I spoke with last time I went to the Audio Clinic. I listened to her problems, the lady has as well. I could have cried for her. I think she enjoyed being able to talk to someone non-medical about the problems she is having. Of course, I knew how she felt. She said that she told the doctor about some of the things that were happening, and she was sure the doctor just didn’t believe her. I didn’t get her name or number, but I might be brave enough to ask her if she is there again in the waiting room. She told me it took the medics three years to diagnose it.
I just looked it up on Google; In the UK, an estimated 50 to 100,000 people are affected by Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) in the community, with about 8,000 new diagnoses per year. The annual incidence is estimated at 4-12 per 100,000 people. 
My doctor is in denial about me having it and is putting it down to my .
I waffled a bit there, and now I’m even more behind with the flipping blog! Sorry, I have to rush!

This first photo saved alright, but I lost several others.

Two hours later.

Another half-hour.

After sunset shot. Nice!

More photos off into the ether, and four joined them when they disappeared from the file! Arrgh!
Including the beef in black bean meal photo.

I’m unsure when or why I took this one. The bladder waters. It is possible that it is an older photo that was missed or that it was used earlier.

Worried about Tuesday’s trip to the Audio Clinic.
There will not be much on Tuesday’s blog. This one is already terribly short on photos and detail.

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ODE 2: TIPS (Part 2.143)

Seek not what you fancy,
But what to you is needy,
Definitely owt urgently,
Try to live amenably, amiably,
Things happen accidentally…
Which can affect you mentally,
Living cheekily, cheerily, chirpily…
Sounds wonderful to me,
This ode is wrote circumlocutory,
I’ll let you know about my catatony,
When I read it up in my dictionary!

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Hahaha! Cheers Each!
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8 thoughts on “Inchy Today: Monday 31st March – Nurses Visit Cancelled

  1. Hello dear friend! you know, you describe the classic sleep issues associated with post traumatic stress syndrome. You have been shot twice, had a tough childhood, and then had a stroke and were unable to get help right away. As soon as your body relaxes, the burned in memory of trauma and assault are making your body jerk stark upright to deal with the threat that your brain is always alerted to. Do you have any on-site counseling available? Just talking to others – especially about those events while testing your mind’s “water” so to speak, may eventually and rather quickly allow you to sleep more peacefully. Do you remember I told you about those hours long videos on You Tube where you can watch and listen to the sounds of the rain, or a body of water – crickets, etc. The images are so soothing – and some are pretty elaborate and entertaining – like for Xmas or Halloween – ghosts and witches will slip into the foreground of the presentation to delight you! Or you can visit The Shire in Hobbitstown and see inside the hobbit house and them look out over the village while music plays to soothe you to your rest. I hope you can take time to look for these things. Just type in search (or speak) what kind of thing you are looking for. You can say – relax in The Shire. Or go to Hogwarts…etc. I hope you can get some emotional peace and rest my darling. Love, from your fading petal! Still pretty bright though!!

    • Your EQ is as bright as ever, my Petal-Dove!
      You’re s kind and understanding.
      Time is what’s doing me in I think, or lack of it. Hehehe! XXX
      The lift came today, to the clinic, late. The return journey very late. Can’t be helped with the traffic then an accident, buses rerouted. Not the drivers fault at all. And Carer Joe was a treasure today, a grand chap.
      TTFNski, Love & kisses and an ether cuddle sent!
      Bless You! 🤎 💛 💘 XXX

  2. OH! Added note! Inchy Dear – you are describing the fatigue and shortness of breath that could be associated with your electrolytes (like calcium, magnesium, potassium, and even chloride. Can you request some lab work? Do you buy probiotic and restorative electrolyte drinks? Please check your shopping services and you may have a a very simple boost to your abilities!

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